yeah... so i'm doing much better today... sometimes i just worry too much... but i have no idea why i just couldn't convince myself to stop worrying yesterday...
somehow, i had it in my mind that chris and i weren't going to have a future... that he didn't want a future with me... i was convinced that he'd go off to Romania and forget about me, and the life we hope to have... it was the worst feeling ever... and it just would not go away...
but in the afternoon, i talked to james, and he helped me to see that some of my concerns are valid, and some are just plain silly... and then last night i talked to chris about it, and he assured me that he's excited about our future... so i've been put at ease...
ooo... on a grosser note... yesterday, right before i left work, we saw a mouse in the office... so one of my officemates put out those sticky traps... well, when he came in this morning, he checked them... one of them had TWO in it... elch... one was dead and was being eaten by the live one... GROSS!!! and of course, he wouldn't just take the trap outside to the dumpster... noooo... he had to get all the guys in the office to come check it out... i didn't look, but i could hear the gnawing... now i'll be paranoid for sure all day about mice under my feet... eeek...
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